everything is changing so quickly, life went on fast forward and it sucks not having you here. I whine to much about missing you but I do, you were a phone call away and now I can think of something and you’re there. I love missing you because I know I’ll never forget you, I’ll never forget anything about you or your smile.

talking to you is nice. your voice is soothing and your stories make me fogey everything. something about you is perfect that matched right to me but I can’t do that because I’m here and you’re there. we’re not together and for now I’m going to live like you’re not here and I’m sorry for that. you’re amazing and sweet but I can’t dwell on a person who isn’t here. I’m sorry, I love you.

I have yet to tell me mom I’m moving out to live with my dad over the summer.